Sunday, July 8, 2007 l
what an enticing weekend it has been for me! full of emotions and feelings, it all started at school!!!! my peeps were just extremely "high"!!! it was as if we all took some kinda drug....we were laughing, teasing one another and just simply cracking jokes at any given opportunity!! (:
(P.S.-> A BIG SORRY to all my friends whom i have offended, especially those in my class, u guys know who u are, just hope that u all would forgive me and give me a new chance and accept me the way i am!! SORRY!!)
Chatted with a church friend over the phone, it was kinda my first time conveying with this person over the phone, and we chatted for like one and a half hours! whats the great part was, i used my mobile....(sorry dad if the bill exceeds your limit, i will pay half of it!!! I PROMISE!!) I basically conveyed most of my past to this person and the response was not too good, because my i do not have a great ideal story like most people. my past were mostly made up of sad memories, lots of tears shed by my family and i, i really wanna thank them and most importantly thank GOD for providing me such a great and wonderful and caring family!!! i have not said this phrase to member in my family, but, I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL!!!! <3
Brother, no matter how fierce u were, all the lashing, whipping, canning and beatings i had to bare from you, i still love you! as the bible says, bear no grudges against any family members! thanks Vanessa(2nd sis) for always being there for me when i was in need of somebody to talk to, seek answers and turn to when all seemed lost! you have always been my pillar in the family even when i could turn to no one, u guided and helped me with most of my problems!! Big thanks! Mum and dad, even though i keep telling myself that u all do not care and show love towards me, i know deep down in my heart that u all will always love and treasure me no matter how bad and naughty i am!!! I LOVE U ALL!!!!! thanks for being there when i was in my saddest moments and when i thought my life had been crushed!!!! thanks for all the many years where u have showered your love and concern. I do not blame anyone for the way i have become till this day but myself. As parents, i think u all have done a great job bringing up the four of us. THANKS!!!
finally got my cash from nat and it was not a great experience seeing her with that "Joshua" guy. pissed me off, but i managed to keep my cool with the help of GOD and my strong determination to move on in life!!
Saturday was a rather interesting day!!!! Witnessed a wedding ceremonial, really touching to see how two people can be bonded so closely by the power of LOVE!!!! :))
Went to church for youth program and i learnt that as ambassadors of GOD, we should get our basics right with GOD, which means not committing sins and reading his word and praying consistantly! i know i have drifted far away in my spiritual walk with GOD, and i have taken steps to change that fact!!!
Sunday was a day where drama filled my living room as my family and i gathered to watch a Chinese drama film, which brought some of us to tears during the course of the show. well, i am now left with a whole stack of work to complete, WDS due on Wednesday and accounting due tmr! DAMNS!!!! :((
CIAOS, gonna do work now. hope the double shot at starbucks can keep me awake till 3AM!!
I don't care and I'm not okay
10:23:00 PM
