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Sunday, August 31, 2008 l
REACH OUT TO JESUS

Is your burden heavy, as you bear it all alone?
Does the road you travel, harbour danger yet unknown?
Are you growing weary, in the struggle of it all?
Jesus will help you when on His Name you call

He is always there hearing every prayer,
faithful and true.
Walking by His side, in His love we hide,
All the day through.
When you get discouraged, just remember what to do,
REACH OUT TO JESUS, HE'S REACHING OUT TO YOU.

Is the life you're living, filled with sorrow and despair?
Does the future press you, with it's worry and it's care?
Are you tired and friendless, have you almost lost your way?
Jesus will help you, just come to Him today

He is always there hearing every prayer,
faithful and true.
Walking by His side, in His love we hide,
All the day through.
When you get discouraged, just remember what to do,
REACH OUT TO JESUS, HE'S REACHING OUT TO YOU.

I don't care and I'm not okay
11:21:00 PM
Friday, August 1, 2008 l Random Thoughts!
Its finally August, the month where my exams start. Its also the month where my holidays start too. Well, i think i've got three major papers to study for, so i better start studying. Waiting for cutey to reply me whether we are studying together. Hope we are cos i really need some time to focus on my studies.

I just chionged finished my OTBS front-end design, i was in distraught when my thumbdrive went crazy after a long day out with Nuraini teaching and guiding me step by step. I could not access the files which Nuraini and i had been working on during the afternoon at The Coffee Bean! FREAKING TECHNOLOGIES NOWADAYS.

I really honestly appreciate her help, really thought me some lessons on designing things. Guess you learn new things everyday. Anyways, dinner with baby at century square food court was sumptuous. Spent like a bomb there on my meal, but i loved it. We entered 'miz 29' which is the similar shop to the one at queensway, saw a really really nice shoe, inf fact 2 pairs, and a nice 'dickies' bag. So wanna get it, but i am saving up for the trip. I wish that i had a job those whom i know in the BIT cohort. I just wonder how they manage their time so effectively, and perhaps efficiently. Oh wells, i might as well wait for Rip's project at sentosa to commence, and i'll me having some form of income. Yeahs!

Got an offer from 'tuition agency' still contemplating whether to teach the boy, cos i am afraid i might not show the results within 2 months till PSLE. Baby told me not to take the kid, but i am having two thoughts abt it. Maybe i should just focus on my upcoming exams, but then what would i be doing after August ends? I was kinda thinking for the long run, which is why i am having two thoughts.

I have yet to prepare this week's cep's lesson, cos i am chairing the cep singspiration this coming sunday, and i have not sat down to commune with God. Sighs! Would i be able to conquer sin one day>? I doubt, but still i am not giving up. I pray that God would be with me through the rest of the week as i prepare my soul for his service on Sunday.

Anyways, i did not managed to copy marketing notes on monday, which explains why i am not doing my marketing tutorial now, which i normally do. Sighs, i think marketing is a crazy subject with lots of content to memorize. I hope i am able to cope with these three major modules left. OHHH, i still need to find 5 articles which relates to any law topics which i have learnt. Sighs, so much work to do, but so little time.

Kannan is coming out on friday, and asked me whether i wanted to go and ton over in school for the BSC camp, which i really wanna, but i gotta start studying. Well, i hope he understands when i break to him the bad news. Another week goes by with me not meeting him. Sorry bro, but i still love you!

I feel totally lost with Sam nowadays. Thats prob cos we don't even meet up, but when he is free, i am not, and when i am free, he always has his busy appointments, and playing poker, spending time with Denise, shopping in town, etc. I just hope that we'll be able to catch up with one another asap. Hope he's able to understand our current situation.

My best friend in sch has finally found 'love' and is attached to it. As so it goes, love is a fast disease to catch. Hope he is happy with her, and that they would discover great characteristics within each other. HMM, i still wonder what SX is up to with jessie. My mind tells me one thing, but my instincts tell me another. Which one should i trust? Jessie seems like a person whom i can befriend with. Well, hopefully i can find some link.

Jocelyn, my neighbour has finally moved in and i am wanting to enter her house to view the interior design. Hope her parents do not have the wrong impression of me entering her house when i do. Although i must say that her mom looks kinda stern, but her daughter turned up so bubbly and cheerful! Hope to get to know jocelyn more!

I would thank this anonymous person who gave me an appreciation card which she wrote, thanking me for being a person whom she could befriend and trust. Well, i am touched that she treasured our friendship! Chilling or 'le pak' in malay, with malia on wednessday was great. I got to know that she doesn't find affik hot anymore, can call me slow cos i seldom read other ppl's blog! So if u are reading this post, then you should be more like me, and stop reading other people's blog. Hahas!!! Just kidding!!! =)

Anyways, my 8th month anniversary with my baby was a couple of days, back, and yes she did surprise me with a very very lovely present, and i really treasure it, to the extent that i don't wanna use it. But i know that she wants me to use it, if not her efforts would have gone to waste. Well, i shall use it sparingly BABY! Thank you for the gift, and i feel so bad not giving you anything except more of my heart to you, something not tangible but long lasting. Hope u enjoyed to movie, though u seemed pretty cold and freaked out at some scenes. Smiles baby! THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN! =))

Wondering why i am up so late, thats cos i was out just now and i had a can of coke instead of coffee, and abel told me that coke contained more caffeine than a cup of standard coffee from a coffee shop. True enough, i am still up since coming back and i have not yawned once ever since. I was also doing my otbs as mentioned earlier, and i must say that i am grateful that i managed to complete it in time, if not SX and Cher Haur would be furiously mad at me. Phew! Gotta do otbs tmr and Saturday, I wonder where am i gonna find the time and energy to prepare for Sunday. Sighs!

I gotta start managing my time, and i gotta start remembering things, as i have realised, my late nights has affected my memory tremendously and i think my mom was right to nag at me when i was young, to sleep early. Alrights, until the next post.....

I don't care and I'm not okay
4:28:00 AM