Monday, November 24, 2008 l 3 Months Passed
It has been three long months and a whole load of shit has undergone during these 3 long months. My buddy Sam seems to be out of contact, he has not been answering my phone calls! Its feels as if he has thrown me out of his circle of friends, cos he may feel the same likewise! Oh wells, life still must go on!
Kannan has signed on in the army and i wish him all the best in his career choice! We are getting to know one another better and better through our regular meet ups during the weekends when he is able to book out. I wanna wish him all the best with his new found eye candy Melanie! Hope he wins her heart and keeps her dear to him!
As for Abel, times have been going bad for the both of us. We are always the 2 losing parties at every Mahjong game to the point where we both are a little petrified when it comes to Mahjong. As Abel likes to say it " I can do it, cos i can afford it." Well, i sense another Mahjong game coming up soon with several kahkis!
The BIG THREE! The above three names mentioned in the first 3 paragraphs mean something to me. Well, if you haven't already know, they are the BIG 3 people in my life whom i am close to. Well, i am trying my best but everyone has a different life to lead and i cannot possibly be living three separate lives. So i try to spend time with everyone!
Moving on...my relationship with Banana is seemingly growing and growing. There is feeling inside me, a longing feeling and a desire for her on some days when i am not able to meet up with her in sch, or even after sch! Well, do you call that LOVE? I doubt so, cos i tend to tell myself if that is love, then i must indeed learn how to control the emotion and feeling. Our 1 year anniversary is approaching fast, and i am supposed to cook breakfast for her, but, sadly, i just found out that she has a test on the same day i was gonna cook for her breakfast and its at 12noon, which leaves me till 10am to serve breakfast. I don't know how early i would have to be there to cook man!
Mom has been a pain in my ass! Just exchanged blows with her! She can't even come to her senses for once and not shout or raise her voice! My account is already frozen and she still does not wanna raise my allowances. Plus with all the raise with the government transport fares, its even gonna be harder to survive on the bare minimum of peanuts which i am given! Given this situation, i took it upon myself to work during the semester to earn some extra cash, so as to stabilize my situation...BUT NO!!!! MOM won't allow me to work! She nags like a chatterbox, and when i mean like a chatterbox, i am referring to hours and sometimes days! (depending on the situation and the climax she can reach) I honestly that there be a raise in my allowance to just allow me to eat, drink, and travel around Singapore comfortable. ARGHHH!!!!!!
Anyways, i am kinda stressed out now! Being an important person is not good at times. You are normally offered or thrown difficult situations to handle. I just hope that i am able to live through this year comfortably without any losses in life.
PAUSE- A FLYING COCKROACH JUST FLEW INTO MY ROOM! I AM GONNA HUNT IT DOWN TILL IT BLEEDS AND DIE!!
BACK! I managed to chase the bugger out through my window. Friends at sch are sociable. I would like to think so because i haven't been in a conflict this year. There are a few within my course whom share the same views on several distinguish stars in my course. I know that its bad to talk about other people, but i think that these STARS would fall flat on their faces due to their pride and their political shit! Well, i would like to be close to several people in my course but am finding it difficult to take the first step....OOOOOHHHHHHHH Congrats to Teck Wee and Sze Yinn! They are finally together, and its been for several months already! They look pretty steady and i hope they would last long too!
Alrights, my fingers are numb already and the medication is finally kicking into my blood vessels! KNOCKINNZ OUT NOW!!!!
-monkey-
I don't care and I'm not okay
10:41:00 PM
