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I've just completed my Bible study questions and i've got totally no mood to read a book, nor to sleep. So i am gonna write out wad happened.

Yesterday and this early morning was a very sad and emotional day for both Huimin and I. While at her house just now, we talked on the issue of us being together. From her phone call after she ended YP, i could sense that there was something wrong, from her tone of voice. Initially i thought that it was her mood, and her surroundings. NVM, i thought!!!
We met at Orchard Mrt, she was 30 plus mins late. I was initially agitated by waiting cos the environment there was just too noisy, buzzing with ppl all heading to town, leaving town, all the talking and chatting was making me go a little dizzy. I soon got back to my usual self the moment we reached Taka. Had some German food, and then walked around. We left town abt 9.30pm and we traveled to Sengkang.

It was at her house where everything finally spilled out. Earlier on she asked me whether i would prefer to be happy through the entire day and be told the sad news at the end of the day, or would i prefer to be sad from the very start of a brand new day. My response was the latter. At her house, we somehow started talking abt our relationship. She started by saying that Amanda Teo knew that i once had a GF and advised her not to get together with me. I was taken aback when i heard this statement. I was stunned. I felt this kinda dashing and sweeping statements should never be said by someone who barely knows me, and even if she did, it would only be from her own observations, and not by talking to me. So, i felt somewhat hurt.
Next came the more controversial part, Huimin felt that she felt herself to be a hypocrite, because i told her: " i think and feel that everyone in church is a just putting up a mask whenever they are in church. " She related herself to as one of these ppl, as she saw herself as not being a good testimony towards others and also to herself, cos of the relationship between the both of us. TEARS STARTED ROLLING OUT OF HER EYES!!!!!

I knew that we had a BIG situation on hand, and that we had to thrash it out. But still, i was numb, probably cos i was too taken aback by the suddenness of matters. At her house bus stop, we were both super silent, cos she told me that she wanted us to just be normal friends. That was the blow for me. I was still trying to recover form wad happened at her house, and then the second killer statement came directly at me. I was so stunned that i just responded, "oh okays". Deep down in me, i wanted it to continue, the word i use is {continue} not grow or develop. I wanted the relationship between us to remain the way it is, but yet we aren't officially together. Basically, like wad she said over the phone, i wanted to have the best of both worlds, which is entirely impossible. The Bible tells us that we can either be HOT or COLD, not luke warm. So yep! I knew i had to let go. Other matters also reassured my decision....such as her parents decision, what she heard from auntie Akiko, her Bible Study leader at YP, and probably wad Amanda told her.

When the last bus came, i got up, hugged her and parted. She sat back down on the bench, and i knew before the bus came, she would cry the moment i leave her body, after that hug. Just as much, she started tearing even before the bus entered the bus stop. I gave her a good-bye kiss, which came together with her tears, and boarded the bus. While on the bus, i did not look up at her because i was feeling to crappy on the inside. The moment i sat down, i started crying. I could not hold it back...tears and more tears just rolled down. It was only until the bus reached Hougang that i stopped tearing. I wanted to get off, and head back, but there was no freaking last bus back. F**K F**K F**K was screaming in my head!!!!! I thought deeply and intensely over things on the journey back home. I thought of what was to come after today, what will our feelings be like to one another, how would things go on, how would our lives be after this incident....etc. etc...
When i finally got back, i typed my earlier post, and went to shower. While in the shower, i punched the wall out of agony and then started crying. I just sat on the shower floor for like 5 mintes under freezing water. (this is probably the 2 time i had a more than 5 min bath). I thought of ways to for get this whole matter. In fact, i thought of getting two packs of Viceroy Menthol from Esso, while walking back home. Thankfully i didn't, cos i would be more unhealthy and 20 bucks poorer. Got out of the shower, opened my dairy which i started on Friday, wrote 4 sentences and gave up waiting till 3am to call Huimin. I told her at the bus stop that i would call at 3am, but the misery was just too much for me to wait another hour plus.

Called her, and we basically cried the whole matter out. There wasn't much elaboration though, we basically came to know that we had to do wad was right, and soon enough, i came to my senses that letting go was the right thing. Then at around 3am plus, the thought crossed my mind....we were never even officially together, and yet we are crying so much over this matter. All i had to do was to tell her that i wanted us to remain as friends!!! NOOOO, but the simple fact is, we had to say it out, if not, things would never see a change. It feels completely awkward and weird, cos on friday, we were all over each other, and the very next day, you want us to disperse and separate ourselves like we are some plant's seeds. I told her that i cannot guarantee her that we might not Kiss and Hug in the future, but what i could promise her is that i would always be there by her, for her. I promise myself that.

>HUIMIN, you have showed and given me the opportunity of experiencing so much more of your life. So much more than the 9 months spent with Nat. Your love, care and concern shown to me will be greatly treasured, and will be locked in my heart. You are really a blessing to me, it could and could not be from God, but i shall take it as from God. Come monday, i might feel that it would be the weirdest day of my life, cos everything would have changed, and everything would just be left behind, or swept under a carpet. That same Jerlynn would never be experienced by me anymore, because of this agreement on being just friends. Lamenting on it for weeks is fine, but its not gonna make a difference. I will try my best, together with God's help, mercy and grace, to MOVE AROUND, NOT GET OVER this situation. Love to me is a three letter word, and that is GOD. If there is no God in a relationship, i think that relationship is hopeless and it would crumble.

So as the days go by, i hope that you and i would grow spiritually and intellectually in the fear and nurture of the LORD GOD ALMIGHTY. GOD BLESS and i hope that we would never drift apart. Losing such a friend like you is really disheartening for me.

CYA AROUND SOMETIME SOON!!!!!
Today was a sad and depressing day. A day where i might take a long long time to recover and get over, may be weeks, months.....may be even years. Well, i think that your decision is final, and nothing can change that fact. Today's post will be in my dairy, which i started yesterday, and today would mark the ending of my dairy.

THANKS FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN AND PROVIDED. :DD
Today was a very tiring day for me. I woke up really early, 11am....when i slept at 4am this morning. YAWNS! Jerlynn came my house and without me even knowing la, she walked all the way from the bus stop to my house! Great effort! Hahas!

She came my house to drop off her bag and stuff before we left to East Coast Park to meet Amos, Darius, Liling, Lisa, and Wesley. We left home and began our journey in the slight drizzle to ECP. When we reached there, it was still drizzling. We sat at Macs and had our lunch, after which we all rented bikes and started cycling. Along the way, Huimin's bike was not functioning properly, so we rode back to change it. We then started out again, this time we wanted to head to the end of ECP, the end nearer Tanah Merah golf course. But, when we passed the food centre, some one's bike broke down again. This time, the entire back wheel could not move, and we just could not fix the problem. If i am not wrong, it was Jerlynn's bike but she changed bike with liling earlier, so it was actually Liling's bike!!! SORRY MY DEAR!!!! :DD So i volunteered to drag the bike back all the way to the shop. Well, it was one hack of a distance back. Not that i wanna say, but i think our church ppl are really not that caring as they seem to be. Other than Darius's offer to help push the bike back, no one else bothered to give a hand.

Thankfully Jerlynn was beside me all the while, patiently following me all the way back to the shop. A MILLION THANKS!!! :DD I was a little pissed that no one came back to help, and they could even call me to tell me that they were already at Macs, slacking. I dunno what they have learnt all these while at YP. I walked at least 1.7km, dragging a bike, with the back wheel jammed. You should really try it one day, and let me know how tiring it feels! ARGH!!!!!

Upon reaching the shop, i asked to switch to a couple bike. It seemed much easier! Jerlynn and i went to meet the rest who were at Macs, and when we went there, i was shocked again as no one bothered to get a drink for the both of us. Well, give them the benefit of the doubt that they thought it was raining, so we drank rain water, or we just stopped off to get a drink from the sea!! DARN RIGHT MAN! Totally no drink. PISSED OFF! I walked straight to the counter and got a green tea!

Continued cycling! This time i rode with Amos, cos i was so so so tired after dragging that bike back. I sat behind the two seater, and we set off to head to Rochor side...along the way there, it started pouring and we were forced to turn back by the lightning and heavy rain!!
We returned to the bike shop, returned our bikes, and went to Parkway to have our dinner. We all had chicken rice except for Wesley who wanted to have "Char Kway Tiao"! Well, we enjoyed our meal! At least i did! (Liling eats really little food!) :DD Then we parted ways after that!

Jerlynn came my house, i helped her to color her mum's pictures. I now realise the tiring and sian feeling Jerlynn gets after coloring so many of such pictures. We coloured till 10.30pm and we left my house to take 43 to her hse! The journey there was a cold and long one. She leaned on me all through the journey, (which i like.) Went to her house to pee and then rushed back to the opposite side to catch the last bus. I thought i had missed it, but i didn't. Before i boarded it, i hugged her and wanted to kiss her, but as i lowered my head, she initiated it! I was somewhat amazed but after a while, that feeling sank into me, and i soon felt super happy and ecstatic. I felt something in me, no words could express. Well, i listened to my mp3 player home and did not even feel tired, probably i was looking forward to coming home to blog. Well, hope all things work out between the both of us!

Sam, though your results are in the D's it is still not too late to pick up the pace, the level of mugging. I feel that your sch's papers are just killers. They are out to kill many ppl and those who get A's are just complete nerds, who dun have a lifestyle other than mugging day and night. Unlike you, you've got friends to turn to when your depressed, friends to go clubbing with, drinking, go shopping with, slack and chill with. MOST IMPORTANTLY, YOU ALSO HAVE FRIENDS TO MUGG WITH. SOME OF THESE PALS ARE CLOSE TO YOU AND SPEND MANY MANY HOURS WITH YOU, EATING, MUGGING, LAUGHING, SHOPPING, CLUBBING. THESE ARE THE FRIENDS YOU SHOULD TREASURE THE MOST. (I KNOW I HAVE NOT TAKEN THE EFFORT TO TALK TO YOU, PARTLY BECAUSE OF MY SOCIAL LIFE WHICH I THINK YOU KNOW TOO, BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST!!)

TILL THE NEXT POST......
Ouh, i forgot to add! There were a couple of times where i felt rather sad and depressed by various things! First time i got depressed was when your mood changed and you did not let me know wad caused it. Second was when i was at the park, reading the book. Initially i felt angry but after that i just felt sad. Third was at the bus stop just now when i asked you whether you were gonna learn how to do the hair thingy, and you said that you were not gonna learn it....

>Anyways, call me when your done reading the two posts. I am not angry of upset over any issues or issues which i have posted on my blog, so feel free to talk it out with me. If we have talked on personal issues, i dun see why holding these things back is necessary! Happy Reading!!!

CHERRIO! :DD
Woke up yesterday feeling a little queasy, and a little sick....i wanted to stay home to slack, rest and recuperate all the sleep that i have lost over the many many days spent talking and out at night. But i could not do just that, cos i was suppose to go meet Jerlynn and accompany her to her job interview at Toa Payoh. I called her that morning and told her my situation, and i came to a conclusion that if i still felt sick after my bath, i would stay home to rest. In actual fact, after my bath, i still was feeling feverish and somewhat sick, nonetheless, i called Jerlynn and told her that i was feeling alright. I got dressed and took MRT to Toa Payoh. Upon meeting her there, i asked her for the exact address, which she had written down. When i saw the address, i was shocked, as it wrote; 247 Paya Lebar Road. DANG!!! Totally on the opposite side of Singapore. With faith in making it for the interview, we took the train all the way back to Paya Lebar. At City Hall, when we were supposed to cross over and change train, she just broke down into tears. As the doors opened at City Hall, there were streams of tears flowing from her eyes. I dunno wad made her cry at that point of time. We sat at the benches at the station and i did what all sensible guy would do....comfort her. After a while i realized that i had to just let all her tears flow dry from her tear bags!! So i did, i also comforted her...cos i just did not like the idea of girls crying, and this situation was different as i did not do anything to hurt her, nor harm her, so other ppl around would think otherwise.

Thankfully she stopped and i told her that everything was alright. Ppl do make mistakes and that is where we learn from them. If the whole world were to be perfect, this would be a very imperfect world, Singapore would not be the way it is at the present state. After the everything cooled off, i wanted to give her a hug, but was unsure whether she would accept and take it in the right way, as i meant it to be, so i did not. I held back until we boarded the next train to Paya Lebar. On the train, we stood on our own, as in separate. I wanted her to lean on me, but i just could not force a girl to do that. If my memory does not fail me, i think i did hug her on the train, just before we reached our destination. When we were waiting for the bus to the address, i asked her why she cried, and she asked me what i thought the answer was.....so i told her that she felt bad and sorry for making me travel all the way to Toa Payoh and back again. Well, in the actual fact was that i was feeling totally fine and that i had no grudges towards her once we tapped back into Toa Payoh MRT, and when i squatted at the lift. Nonetheless, all things went well, we managed to make it for the interview before 3pm, and i met my ex-counsellor, Joshua. He was helping out in the shop which we went for an interview....they were selling Christian items, from books, shirts, sweaters, files, nearly everything.

After the interview, we went to town to meet Jerlynn's Ai rens. We went to Sakae at The Heeren. Met Amanda, Wan Zhen, Donovan, Wei Dong, Michelle, Si Qi, Wan's friends! We ate like a whole load of food!!! Like dunno 60 plates from the buffet! HAHAS! I paid for the 8 persons buffet, wait, more like 7, cos they counted wrongly! HAHAS!!
After our meal, we Jerlynn and i went to church for prayer meeting. After prayer meeting, we bought candles and went to meet Jerlynn's ai rens. We took 76 from opp church and went to stop at Amk interchange, thinking that we were goin to Ponggol Park. After which, we boarded back on 76 cos we thought we decided on Amanda's house.....after a while, they wanted to go Ponggol Park and the decision was final, so i could not do anything about that. I was not feeling too well, but still i told Jerlynn that i wanted to go to Ponggol. I did not choose to go Ponggol Park for your sake, more rather i wanted to really know how to play candles. I had not played it when i was a kid...and i also told Amanda that i would not Pang Seh her. So i was determined on going to meet them!

I am indeed thankful that we went to meet the rest, cos i had such a great time, especially with the one closest to me now!! Thanks for all the happy times, and also the sad times that you've brought me! MANY THANKS!!!

We left Ponggol Park rather late, 1am plus....we bought supper back home foe Jerlynn's parents who are always up doing work! While walking to her block, i realised that my shades were missing from my forehead. I soon thought back where i last left it, and i retraced them back to the bench Jerlynn and We got them Mee Siam, Duck Porridge, and Prata. They ate the mee siam and left us with prata and the duck porridge, which did not have much taste in it! Anyways, somehow or rather, i was finally allow to stay in her house, aft many failure attempts, it all paid off. I stayed up till 4 plus 5, and finally my body could not take it anymore, so i turned in. I got woken up by Jerlynn shaking me. Wait, it felt the same as the way she shook me to go brush my teeth before i slept....something like " james, go go go brush your teeth, break, go brush your teeth, faster go brush your teeth!!!" So so so so irritating man! I dunno wad will happen if she ends up my wife man! I will most certainly dread it man! HAHAHAS!!!! (no offence!!)
Got woken up with her shaking me and then she just laid down on her bed, the same bed i slept on, so moved inwards and gave her space. Before i knew it, she is on the same bed as me and we are sleeping together. I was so tired that i could literally sleep till 4pm... We just lazed in bed....we got really really close to one another in bed, and we were listening to some nice Chinese songs, and i was facing her, and she was facing me, i really wanted to give her a kiss on her lips but i refrained myself from doing so probably because she told me before that she wanted to hold hands only till when we were together, so i just forced myself to resist. BUT....we were in that position for a very very very long time and finally i just gave her a kiss on her lips and went to brush my teeth. She did not say anything, nor did she reject it immediately. Well, i dunno how she felt, but i felt nice, and good after that. She lied to me abt her brushing her teeth, cos i could smell from her breadth! HAHAHS!! (i've got a strong sense of smell!) I would love to know her response to this morning's situation at her house. :D

We left her house this afternoon at 2 plus. We were headed to my house, course she wanted to come my house. We dropped our stuff and went to eat at different taste. Came back, went online and just slacked till 8 plus, had dinner and continued slacking on the computer. I showed her the box which contained all the past things relating to natalie, my ex-girlfriend. She read the journal which i started while with Nat, and she has it with her at this resent moment. Her mood changed after she started reading the book, i dunno what caused this change, but i think its something to do with me and the book. Thus, i did not ask further, since she said she did not know what caused the change herself. I just saw her to my house bus stop and watching her leave me on the bus made me promise myself that from today onwards, i will make it a point to follow Jerlynn home every time i go out with her. I PROMISE!! :X

Anyways, i hope to hear from Jerlynn soon, and i hope that i have said all of what i wanted to say and i also hope that our relationship would take a step forward! I had a really nice time staying over at your place, playing scrabble and having you to irritate me, sleeping on you soft bed, sleeping in you room which never seems day time to me!!!! :D

Till next time then.....
Games at Depot Walk was fun...really enjoyed myself helping out with the games there!! Despite sleeping on 5am on sat morning, I managed to pull through the entire day, and even go out with Sam to town. I knew i had to go out with him, if not there would not be any other opportunities to go out with him till his A levels are over! Nice food, nice movie, and nice companion!!

Finally collected my pay, and i can pay her back! Thank God! Though i must say that the cash are still with me. I was thinking of keeping it i can draw it out whenever you need it. Okays?? let me know on your decision!

To my peeps, i apologize if i have not spent time with you all. I know i have neglected some of our friendships, and even hurt some of them....i just hope that u all would give me a chance. There are so many people to entertain, but i am only one person. I also need personal time, Hope i have not hurt too many of you all out there! SORRIES!!
Its been a while.....
MONday : Went to Jerlynn's house to slack, watch her study and then go out for lunch. I did nothing except go out for lunch with her at 3 plus 4. I was so shack, sick and lethargic that i basically slept the entire time i was there. I supposed she studied, if not my efforts were all in vain...

The food at Harbour Front centre was good. Loved it! Simple and good.
Walked a very very long time at Vivo City. I wanted to get so many things, but didn't have much cash on me. SORRY for making you walk with me, i know u were tired and u weren't feeling that well. Really sorries!!! =(
Despite all the walking, i still managed to get a pair of Ted Baker shoes. Love the colour, really honestly. Though its super mutt, i still love it. Thanks for the opinion. Dinner was so so la, seeing your non-virgin friend, and her not so good lookin boyfriend, who probably did it with her like so many times that they probably lost count. =DD
NIGHT: the best part, (i feel). We walked home from Sengkang mrt and we sat on that chair and chatted for about an hour. Random issues were raised, but nothing too personal. Hahas, and the call from Lisa basically broke the sensation and atmosphere....
The journey back home was rather boring. Walking back home was even more frightening, because i was cold, shivering, and the night's wind was blowing strongly. I kept looking back esp aft i walked through that secluded pathway....looking for any suspicious characters!!! HAHA!!!We chatted on some issues abt the both of us when i was back home, and i think that i would take everything positively. SENSITIVE & UNGODLY. Will always remember these two. As for you, SIMPLISTIC & RANDOM. [this is for the time-being only]
>Thanks for walking with me, accompanying me and being an adviser when i needed your help. =))

PS>.Yesh "we are behaving like couples, but it does not mean that we are a couple." There are those who act as if they are together but in actual fact are not together. I ain't saying that we should be like that, but more or rather, I just hope that everything will just take its natural course. Okays???? =D

TUESday: Went out with darius, amos, hui min, lisa, elise, amanda, and curtis. We took such a long time to decide the movie that we were gonna watch at Macs. Got so totally irritated that i wanted to shout la, but i managed to keep my cool by going to draw cash from the Atm.
The show was SO SO la. Too much action i think, and very little story line.
Tuition was a terror, i was so sick that i had to take panadol. SO SUPER tired that day la. Body was goin to break in to million of pieces. Thank goodness u called, if not i were to really collapse. Your voice is really a medicine. It not only brings a smile to my face, it also takes things off my mind. Thank you for everything!
SMILE SMILES SMILIES!!!!

WEDNESSday: Got woken up by amos, asking me whether i wanted to play dota. Told him that i was goin to see a doctor, cos i was not feeling too well. So i left my house early, hoping to catch the morning clinic, but to my dismay, i was 3 numbers late. The last number that the doctors was goin to see was 7267, and my number was 7270. So sian man.....so i went over to Starbucks at Parkway, bought a Grande americano, sat there and read my book.....
All these was done without Jerlynn calling me, nor did i call Jerlynn. I wanted to see whether we could go on a day without calling one another...but i could not last. I broke the resistance at 1.30pm. I called her and she just got out of bed not too long ago, say 12 plus.....etc etc etc...

Doctor suspected tat i smoked, cos she saw my infected throat and the swelling was really bad. So after the doctor, went home, played some dota and tried the resistance thingy with Huimin, but this time, she could not maintain....so she buzzed me and we chatted....i left the game with darius, amos, and curtis just to talk with YOU!!!!!!!!<3 Appreciate that!!!! Haha!!

Anyways, ever since then, the both of us, (more of her) cannot maintain not talking to one another. I kinda know how she feels, and i am rather touched. At least someone likes my voice....muahahahaha!!!!!!!Go slp early girl, if not you will get bad memory.....Nights! <3 <3 <3
TODAY TODAY TODAY....
was rather alright, with just some silent issues going on between YHM and me. I dunno wad sparked it, but i think she felt bad. The outing out was fun filled and an experience for me to understand the situation and feelings of my parents when i was somewhere around Cauis age. HE IS REALLY A PAIN IN PEOPLE'S ASS MAN. HE JUST WOULDN'T STOP IRRITATING THE FEW OF US.

Thanks for lending me the $300/- cash. I really appreciate your generosity, love, care and concern. I dunno how to thank you, but just being a better and more understanding friend to you. A million THANKS!!! :D

Anyways, the trip to East Coast Park yesterday was a great one too. Though we did not manage to hit the shores, we still managed to talk some things out, i felt that the great thing was that you managed to get some things off your mind, clear some thoughts first. Sorry if i had interfered with some of your plans yesterday. MY BAD. Nonetheless, the food was super duper nice, but i gotta admit; we ordered a little too much.

There were a few situations which sprang up today, i knew it, and you knew them too. Despite noticing them, i did not really bother about it, only until i called you on the way home. That's when i realized that you too had the same thoughts as i. This therefore left me wondering what you were really thinking about in your inquisitive mind. Although i tried persuading you to talk the matters out over the phone later, you had already decided to talk them out tmr when we meet up at the beach....right???
(FYI, i think its in Proverbs or Psalms, which tells us not to let a problem go unsolved before the sun sets.)
It might be weird for you, but we gotta take things one step at a time. Whatever you are gonna ask me, i would answer them honestly. I wouldn't know your response immediately, but whatever the circumstances, i would hope that all things turn out right. (Its better to have 1 more friend than a foe!)

If you really, truly and sincerely wanna talk these matters tmr, i am not gonna object. But if u think its on your mind too much, then just Buzz me, and we can talk clarify things out. Its your call. Hear from ya soon.....
okays! just got the phone with YHM. Not gonna say who is that just yet, but yeah, just a normal friend from church whom i recently started chatting to. =D
She's been really friendly, sociable and caring, thought she is rather inquisitive, and asks lots of questions, which i don't mind at all. SERIOUSLY!!NOT LYING! She is very unique, special is certain ways which i will not say, and she's super bubbly, always having a smile on her face, so full of life, energy, and ever so cheerful. Though u may never hear her sad part of life which is really bad though. I personally think that we are suppose to share all our worries, sad and depressed times with others, so as to take the pain and emotional feelings as far away as possible.
->TO THIS PERSON, I WOULD CERTAINLY HOPE THAT YOU WOULD SHARE YOUR SAD, TROUBLED MOMENTS WITH ME.

<3
Anyways, YHM, now that we have both exposed our past, i hope that it really remains between just the both of us. I hope that you would not break under pressure by friends or that you would not just blurt things out and say that it was a slip of your tongue.

It was really a great to talk with ya at the ISTANNA (dunno whether its double N) park,. Got to know you much better, though i must admit your questions are rather random at some times, but i can accept that, for who you are. I am also a relatively random kinda person, its just that i dun really show it. =S
I am sorry about your past, whatever they may be, with your EX, with your sister and even your friends. ALWAYS REMEMBER, IN ALL THINGS GIVE THANKS.!!!
Big thanks for sharing with me some of my secrets, emotions, experiences and any other things which i have not included. OUHH, sorry abt today...i was felling sick and not very myself, with all the memories flooding my head. Hope things clear out over the couple of hours....THANK YOU YHM. <3

I LOVE THE SONG!!!!!
Its been nearly a month, perhaps more than a month since i last published a post. Have been working since last Thursday at the IT show at suntec city. Boy boy, though the hours a long, standing all day, pushing for sales, and offering the best deals, and doing what many salesmen do, LIE!!!!

Well, i take everything as God's will, this time's working experience would be one i wouldn't forget in the short run. Hope that the next job i find would be one that has better working environment, and atmosphere, but then again, beggars can't be choosers.

Exams are rather bad, in fact too bad that i can predict that i would be taking the sub-papers for both economics and accounting. I left the entire last question out for BA and that cost me 22marks. How foolish but still i managed to accomplish it. Unbelievable man!!

Rather satisfied with what i bought from the COMEX, finally a new set of powerful and clear speakers. I LIKE! :)

Had a soccer match with my friends toady, but i sadly did not play, due to the rain. Really missed those times i had with my secondary sch mates, and more even so, some of my mates from TP.
>Malia, hope you like your present(s). =)

I have pretty much nothing to do these few days, hope i figure out something, before my semester break ends. CIAOS!