Monday, October 15, 2007 l
Everything has been sorted out and all my anxiety has been answered, after not speaking to her for at least 3-4 days, we finally broke the ice on Sunday evening when i called her mobile. We clarified things out and i felt much better after that phone call. I kinda dragged her to dinner cos my sis suggested that she join my parents for dinner, squeeze in the car with 4ppl behind and drive all the way to Marine Parade to eat our dinner. She felt nervous initially, but i felt that she open up during meal time. Thankfully my mom did not take it as in interrogation session to question her and ask her all the weird questions. THANK GOODNESS!!!! Sent her home after that, and we clarified more things to her, confessed to her that i did smoke. :( I could tell that she was rather disappointed and sad when she heard those words, but she said that she felt that once a smoker, its rather hard to stop completely, and she asked me to promise her that i'll not smoke again under such circumstances. I told her yes, but its gonna be like climbing Mount Everest in 1 day..... :( [but i'll try my bery best]
She told me that she was very [ren xing], which means will-full. I dunnno what she was trying to say to me, but i took it as an apology. Why??? I shall not say! I am on to accomplish my ambition, before the 18th of October. I hope i can fulfill what i am going to do. Hope i can remember as much details as possible. :D Off to changi airport to find a quiet place!
I don't care and I'm not okay
9:23:00 AM
