Wednesday, November 21, 2007 l
I GUIDES camp last weekend started off rather boring and not as interesting as i thought it would turn out to be. My group was not enthu abt anything, cheers was so crappy, not one soul volunteered or cracked his or her mind to think of a cheer. Things only started picking up on friday night, when we sat under mushroom to eat Mcdonalds which we ordered after we had our bath at 2am plus. We were tired out but we decided not to sleep, and we just managed to last till 4am, talking and laughing. Ohohohoh!!!!before that, Jerlynn my baby girl cried cos JJ, WD and I were irritating the rest while walking from one block to another block in engine school, and we were all alone walking through the corridors of level five, a deserted block due to construction work. Poor minzee was tearing badly and i had to comfort her by hugging her...
Second day at the camp was worst, with all the SUPPOSED talks by diff organisations, but all the people were all MIA, and we ended up playing some lame ass games, and the group named "spoilers" were really screwing up the I-Guides programme, they basically took everything into their hands, cheering and booing whenever they wanted, and shouted like mad when playing the games. eg. "where's the peanut" I voiced my unhappiness to Iris and Janice, but they could not do much until the main comm took actions. HAHS!! They quited themselves down shortly after a talk by the main comm organisers. The t-shirt design was rather interesting for me, getting to see people's creativity and artistic side. Mark and Vivian can really draw man, esp mark, who is not even in design school. I wander where he got his talents from. =)
Mass dance followed that shortly after our lunch, and i can say that was the only time i was feeling the rah-rahness building inside me. I was so ecstatic and glad that i managed to experience that feeling. Even though i was not happy with Jerlynn dancing with ryan, i was able to bear with it cos i knew she wouldn't let him do anythin funny and also because of the simple fact that if i were partnering Jerlynn, i wouldn't think we would end up dancing. We would most prob be cuddling each other la. HAHAHAHAHAHAASSSS!!!!!!
Anyways, i am super tired and shack from a long day at school, and just played 2 games of Captain's ball, plus lots of frissbee throwing. Tiring for me, tiring for everyone. The worst part today was when i was deliberately pushed from the back by a fat furker who sent me straight to the ground, flat. I was so darn angry that i wanted to stand back up and punch him straight in his face, but i thought of the team getting disqualified. Thankfully i managed to sustain my anger, and chill!! Thankfully we did not lose, nor did we win. We drew 4-4, and it was a very tough and rough match, in fact, its the first time i had experienced so many pushes, bumps, knocks and fouls in just 12 mins. We went on to thrashing our second match 11-0 before we headed for the showers due to a lack of time. I injured my neck and got some small abrasions from that rough push. My left outer calve is hurting like mad now, and i am super worried about it.
I am super touched that jerlynn came to watch me play, and i was embarrassed when she saw me fall, even though it was not my fault. I felt touched that she came to support me even though she had so much work piling up on her mind. I really felt the stress load for her as she listed out the amt of work she has to complete and the deadlines are not far away. My poor girl is also having some difficulties breathing and i am worried it might develop to something worse. So i am praying that all would seem right and well tmr when she wakes up to do her work. Hope i am able to wake up to call her up by 6am. I dun wanna be holding her back from her work, cos we both made a promise to work harder that our previous semesters' and we must strive to give our very best. We also came up with a moss-code whenever we wanna leave or seperate ourselves from our frens or the zee-family. We would have to say anything that has to do with flying. Super cool, but its kinda lame for the both of us...hahahahahhsSS!!!! <3 I LOVE YA GIRL!!!!
I don't care and I'm not okay
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