Tuesday, November 27, 2007 l
The many thoughts and problems flooding my mind has persuaded me to publish this post. Over the recent weekend, i had a great time with Jerlynn, we had a sumptuous feast at East Coast Food Centre, we had bbq wings, cockles, vegetables, satay, and sugarcane. We ate till out hearts content and we walked along the beach. I could say that i enjoyed it cos it was rather romantic as we sat on the stoned chair and watched the waves crash on the shores. The chair we chose was rather unique, as the waves managed to rise till the area which we were surrounded by, so every time a strong wave crashes in, our feet area would be filled with sea water, just like a moat around a palace. I can say that she enjoyed the moments spent together along the beach under the nearly full moon, where the stars twinkled brightly above us like diamonds.
I slept till 1230hrs on sat. I was supposed to go down to AMK church for the "learn how to preach" session conducted by Kenneth Wong, but it was too late, plus the car was not around to send me to church. I was really disappointed with myself as i really wanted to attend the session, and from it learn some tips on preaching or sharing in a large group. What a wasted opportunity!!! =((
Afer eating maggii noodles for lunch, i tried sitting down to do some work, but my brain was messed up, lots of thoughts other than sch work filled me. I had a phone call from a stranger asking me for my address, saying that one of my aunties had lost their way, and need directions to my house. The person told me that they were at East Coast Mansions, and i was really stunned cos not was i afraid that it could be some scam, and i also had no idea where East Coast Mansions was located, so how in the world was i going to direct them from a place i do not even know??? I really did not know what to do. I hanged up, called my Mom who said she was on her way home in the car, and she told me that my auntie was coming, for what reason i also did not know, neither did i bother to ask. My auntie finally arrived, with a car lift from some kind Singaporean, who knew where i lived. I asked my maid to attend to the guest but when my auntie entered, she started shouting, JAMES AH< JAMES AH, YOU CAN COME DOWN FOR A WHILE??? I was really shocked as i was in the midst of my movie, and i grudgingly went down to entertain her for a while, i was afraid that she might steal some of our things, as she is not really a sensible person. Thankfully my parents came back in-time to rescue me from my misery.
After my movie, i was really tired, but i knew i had to do some work, but i also had to head down to Jerlynn house for the weekly meal at her place, and so i packed my bag, got dressed and went out. I managed to read both MICRO and POM notes on the journey there. Had dinner really late, like at 8.30 and we ate till 9.30 plus, watched some television and i was soon heading home. Though, in betweens was filled with lots of tit-bits to satisfy Jerlynn's cravings....HAHAHAHAHAHSSSS!!!! =))
I felt so darn tired that i did not even wanna go home from her house, but i had church the next morning. Other than that fact, there was nothing holding me back. I slept on the journey back, feeling like a zombie, i alighted and changed bus to go home at Tanjong Katong. I was home at 12pm plus, and i was really dead tired. I forced myself to do my micro, even if it means not sleeping through the whole night. I knew for sure that i wouldn't be able to find time to complete all my tutorials plus my freaking projects from SAS, POM, EBM, and DBIS. I knew i die die had to complete my work before the week started. I stayed up till i completed my micro tutorial and then went to bed, knowing that i had to wake up that same morning at 7.45am to go to church. I was going to die for sure, cos i had SAS meeting in TP after church.
Sunday morning, the first time my brother joined the rest of us to go to AMK church. After selling his car last week, he has been reliant on my dad's fetching and ferrying to go in and out of the house. There was a different sensation which i felt in the car as we journeyed to church. Though we were late, it seemed as if there was a valid reason. In fact there are valid REASONS. Firstly, we only have 1 toilet available for 5 ppl to use. Secondly, it was the last sunday of the month, and there was some situation with my maid and my parents as they talked abt some financial issue, and i was rushing to pack my bag for SAS meeting later on at 2.30pm.
Despite my little hours of rest, i managed to survive through the morning service without sleeping. I left early from sunday school as my brother proposed to eat at tht NUS guild house, aka NUSS....since the maid was out, which meant no lunch, plus the fact that he had $500/- dining vouchers there, we agreed to go. It was really a family lunch, were my other siblings discussed issues about the house, what my dad's plans were, whether or not we were going to renovate or sell the house, and in the future how is the house going to be distributed. I could see the selfishness of my siblings cos i was keeping quiet all the while, since i had no say in any of their talk. WHY????? cos of the simple fact; i am not working!!! =?
After lunch, i rushed all the way to TP, i had to postpone the meeting till 3 and i only reached there at 4pm. We had to wait for a seat at the restaurant as my brother did not make a reservation, and we also had to wait 15 mins for our desert, plus we kinda lost our carpark lot where our car was parked. I felt really really bad and wanted to get something for my grp members, but i could not find anything. My grp was really slacking at Biz park, AH SOON was greatly engrossed with JEREMY'S I-TOUCH, and after that he switched over to his PSP. When we moved to level 5, where we supposedly thought that there was air-con, everybody became more slack. Soon Xiang was playing his PSP, jeremy was focused mainly on converting the videos into his i-touch, teck wee and i were doing out POM work and we were not even discussing about SAS. To be honest, i think among all of us, i feel that Jeremy is the most slacker and he needs to be appointed work then he MIGHT budge and move to do something, if not he would be playing maple, checking movie timings, chatting on MSN, or doing some other crap things which are not related to SAS. After our meeting, teck wee and i had planned on friday to go watch a movie at TM, we wanted to watch "The Kingdom" but Jeremy self-invited himself. Oh well, i had nothing to say but to agree to let him come. Not only did he eat alot, he still wanted TW to send him back home. I felt that that was really too much. He is not even close to TW and still he does this kinda things, but its understandable, after what i had experienced when my sas grp came my house, jeremy was the outstanding one who went for second round and wanted an extra drink, he was also the one who finished the bee-hoon and left nothing for my poor maid to eat. All i can say is that Jeremy is either really a Big eater, a glutton and a pig!!!!!
Movie was great, enjoyed myself and now i had to go home to try to do POM work. I went online and immediately started discussing with my POM grp members abt the organinsing section which is dued on tuesday. I was really irritated and pissed off, cos my parents were nagging at me, plus on top of that i was having a slight fever and my entire back was aching all over. As the night progressed on, my temperature started rising. I took Panadol but it did not seem to work. I was still feeling feverish and sick. Still i persevered and endured the pain, cos i wanted to help my POM grp in any possible way i could. But all i heard was Malia telling Saliha that this part was not professional, that part is wrong, teck wee's part was slightly wrong, blah blah blah, and she said that she was disappointed in me for now reading the question properly, when in actual fact i did, but i was just too tired and sick too think and argue with her. I just told her off, but she defended herself, saying that she did not like somewhat 'scold' me. Well, i was too annoyed and aggravated by my illness that i decided to go rest. I buzzed TW and told him that i was sick, and i needed and wanted to rest early, and i went to lie on my bed. The next thing i know, i was waking up on Monday morning at 9 plus, doing my POM work.
I don't care and I'm not okay
1:22:00 AM
