Thursday, November 1, 2007 l
The run of 6km in 35min in the last 3 months is a personal best for me thus far!!! I enjoyed it and managed to clear all my thoughts on my mind, and straighten myself. I basically get the message loud and clear from our conversation over the phone just now. She teared cos she did not wanna lose me when she read that paragraph on my previous post, well, all i gotta say is that she is thinking too far off. There is no chance that Nat and i might get back together again through a patch. Its not something i can see in the long run and i don't want it to happen.
She sent me an email while i was out running. I am glad to be part of the ZEE family. HAHAHS!!! JAMESZEE!!!! well, i loved the last paragraph of the mail, i could tell that she really mean everything in the mail, especially the last paragraph which meant alot to me, after having a not so pleasant day. It lifted my heart!!! THANKS DEAR!!! In my opinion, i think and feel that our relationship is moving forward, not too fast for me to catch up though. I hope it isn't too fast for her, cos i would want her to experience and capture every moment of it, esp the GOOD AND CHEERFUL HAPPY TIMES!!!
I am sorry for what i gave to Nat, and i seriously hope that you would forgive me, i did not mean to hurt ya in any way, and yet i did not wanna hide it from ya, thats why i blogged it. I honestly hope that through this small issue, we can strengthen our relationship bind, and bond with one another. Gonna sleep naw!!!! NIGHTS DEAR!!! LOVE YA!!!! =))
I don't care and I'm not okay
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