Wednesday, December 5, 2007 l
Major event!!!!! 29th November!!! Jerlynn's birthday, and also the very day that we both got together, as in attached. I seeked her hand and she agreed, well, although i was weary and bothered after our commitment, i strongly feel and think that with or without the status of being together, the continuous love and bonding with one another would never leave our relationship. You can say that me asking her to by my gf would be just for status, more than true love, because we've already passed that stage in our 3 month plus relationship. So, status was not really a issue, but i still went ahead to ask her because i wanted her to know that i cherished and had affections and feelings towards her, and that i was not fooling around, treating her as a replacement from my previous break up. I wanted her to know that i was serious and ready to commit if she ever wanted to move on in this relationship.
So dear, don't feel pressure, and dun feel that you have to give in more than me in this relationship. We both have our commitments and constraints, so i would rather take things slowly rather than rushing matters and causing it to turn sour so quickly. First and for most, God should always come first in our lives and in our relationship. It tough for you, its even tougher for me, but i am trying my best and giving my all. We all have to play our part and our roles in our lives, and God would move and shape us to living vessels. Hope that this clarifies all doubts of our status-co. problem.
I don't care and I'm not okay
5:21:00 PM
