Wednesday, March 26, 2008 l
all over you' :DD
GRRS. thr's a first time in things. not all but most of them (: not knowing how to cope may be one thing, but learning how to is another! cheerios!
anyway, i now know that my mind is capable of thinking so many things, even reflecting in a bus! HHAHHAHA! okay. the thing is that, there are still so many POTENTIAL sheep that can go to Him! but. this excuse, tht excuse,WHY? pride laa and maybe a tinge of stubborness? TSK YR PRIDE MAN! TSK YR STUBBORNESS.
and then i realise i know so little about You and what You have to say to the world and me. i remembering telling You a little something that i feel so even now,when i was lying on my bed yesterday, before i slept.
the physical is so much more reliable and comforting. not saying that You cannot provide me with the sufficient comfort i need and i know i can DEFINITELY rely on You..BUT.. *there always is a but isn't it. how strange. haaas!
yes, but. the comfort You provide seems to be on another level, a level whereby not many can reach, or rather a level whereby worry still exists; just that it's been pushed to the back of the mind when that hope allows us to forget until something or someone pokes it and everything comes back again. but this time, it's kinda different. why? because we got over it already.
but although the physical is much more comforting as in the need for affliation kind of stuff, ISN'T IT AN
IRONY that it is SOOOOOO easy to break off from that relationship, or friendship if you so may say.
AND You prompt and prompt and prompt and do it all over, *seems like You never get tired of prompting (: till we are Yours again.
soo.. WHAT NOW?
NAGGINGS ARE IRRITATING. yes i know that too okay. i dont want a dinosaur for a boyfriend. HAHAHAHAH.
I don't care and I'm not okay
2:39:00 AM
